No more

Even if I cry
You aren't near
Even if I shout
You won't hear

Even if I scream...
You scream at me!
Maybe I deserve... (I deserve)

I can't deny
I won't cry more and more from now
You say, I'm a child
But I just can't feel like one anymore (inside)

I want to be someone in your eyes
I want to know you care
I want you to look me the way you used to
And say I'm not disappointing you at all

I want you to fix the broken pieces of me
I want you to look at me the way I want you to
I'll never be a saint
But ain't the devil that you think

I am not afraid
People can say what they want to
I just don't want you to break
What's left of me

I want to survive!
I want to feel alive!
Could it be my last wish?

I started to lose
All that I've made
Friends that I had
Started to fade
Parents beloveds
Trusted me no more
Death is faster near
And I can do nothing but look
I feel like all my life
It's wasted like a raindrop
Tears falling down
'Till I can breathe no more
No more...