Lost in the land of Faraway

I'm deaf, I'm blind,
I cannot make a sound
I'm stuck to the ground
I'm pressed up 'til I die

I reach
For something that could save me
But it's too late
Too late

No one can say
The things you say to me
The way you do
It makes me fall for you

I don't wanna fall for you!

You don't deserve my love
Even in my death hour
I will make it without you
You're the one who brought me to this!

I
Don't wanna feel right
I'm alright the way I am!
You won't change me!

A free fall
A free fall
That's what I need!

I will die before your eyes and you won't do a thing!

'Cause I'm the one who listens when you're wrong
Yes, I'm the one who cries when I'm alone!
No, I won't let you die for me
You'll die in pain! Just like me!

(Vocals)

I
Don't wanna feel right!
I'm alright the way I am
You won't change me!

Yes, it's right
It was all a dream
We never met indeed
I'll wake up far away!

So I
I will stop pretending
Like I really do care
The way you feel for me

I
I'll wake up far away!
Nothing else will change
Still nothing stays the same!

I
Don't wanna feel right!
I'm alright the way I am
You won't change me!

I
I'll wake up far away!
Nothing else will change
Still nothing stays the same...

When you're far away!

(Vocals)

Fighter Heart

You mesmerized my heart
Made me feel alive
How could I not see
What you meant to me

You taught me how to fight
How to remain alive
Hoy could I not see?
How could I not see?

I'm losing this battle
But I might gain the war
How can I not remember
What you taught me more?

To love 'til I die
But die still loving
To keep my heart broken
And the deepest feelings unspoken

Now I'm on the frontline
Me, myself and I
It's me against the world
But I'm not afraid to fight!

'Cause you don't realize now
But soon you're losing me
But I won the battle
I made you care for me!

'Cause I love you
And I'll love you 'til I die!
But I am dying
But I didn't lost the fight!

My heart is broken
But I don't seem to care
I'll put the pieces back together
And revive it again!

I've got something to tell you
But it's between you and me
You were right about what you said
I'm glad if I made you see...

Ice cold

I've got a twisted way to fall in love
But when I do it's for good
You've got to see that the reason I'm so distant is
'Cause I want you more than nothing!

I'm afraid to speak out, dear
Too afraid that anyone could hear
So afraid to speak out my mind
Too afraid to be denied

Don't wanna feel, don't wanna sense
Don't wanna touch unless it's your hand
Don't wanna tell you now goodbye
Try to don't mind me 'cause I'm fine

I am dreaming wide awake
Or you're the angel someone sent me
You're just my way
Oh... Oh...

I don't wanna lose myself
And I don't wanna lose you!
But I'm a monster
But you can't see that...

I don't wanna hurt you!
The last thing I want is to hurt you
But I ain't nothing but a monster
Inside...

Outside
I may look like an angel
But you don't know what lies beneath
This ice cold heart...

Warm me
Feel me
Heal me
Make me feel alive!

Teach me how to love you
So I'll do, my heart
Let the heat embrace me
So you can melt my ice cold heart

Warm me
Feel me
Heal me
Make me feel alive!

Teach me how to love you
So I'll do, my heart
Let the heat embrace me
So you can melt my ice cold heart

Only you can melt
My ice cold heart

Only you can melt
My ice cold heart

Run

Sometimes I lay awake and cry
For all the times you didn't even said goodbye
I cry and I cry
But it won't matter now

So, time, I'm running out of time
I have to run, be wild
So you can notice me this time
I wanna run!

There is nothing I can do
Nothing right, everything is wrong with me
What is wrong with me?

I am here, but I ain't near
I cannot hear you
My mind ain't here
I wanna run!

Tell me to stay! (I won't stay)
Tell me to leave! (I wanna run!)
Just say...

I need to be alone
But I want to be with you
So what? What should I do?

I'll run! Run away!
Run! I can't stay!
I'll run, until there's nothing left of me
Run, run
I guess I'll run...

Anymore

Open your eyes
See who I am
Don't believe what they tell you
'Cause I ain't
Who they think I am
And I don't want you to believe them
'Cause I ain't nothing but a human being

I will not deceive you now
I won't try to hide who I am from the light
I've got nothing to hide
No more, no more

'Cause I won't try to please you by killing me
And I won't wait
Won't stop my life because of you
You can cry, scream, crawl
I won't care

You can take you blood out of your veins
And write my name
I don't care
Anymore...

Who you are
Who you were
Who I am
Who I was
We're not the same...
Anymore!

I don't care about you!
Anymore!
If you leave or if you stay
It won't be forever
You promissed and you broke it

So I don't care about you anymore!
I'm sorry now but it's too late
Can't take your tears 'cause it's killing me
It's killing me and I've ignored it!

But it's killing me!

D'arkangel

So, I have this friend. She loves to draw. I love her drawings. What do you think of these??

                                                                             With love,
                                                                                                   CFC.

B.E.A.S.T.

I'm sorry for letting go
This fear will never go
The beast will never show
In the day light

I'm afraid
I cannot make a step
The beast that crawls inside
It will never die

Fear the friend
And love the enemy
Nothing's as it seems
You know it well

I'll change myself with time
But one thing will never die!

I'm afraid
I cannot make a step
The beast that crawls inside
It will never die

There are angels
Fallen angels around me
They crawl, crawl deep into my soul
Until they reach my heart they'll never stop

They don't know, but I'm not sure I have one

I gave my heart to the monster inside me
It pains me much
But I can't see you around me
I don't feel any love

Do you feel any?
I don't know if such thing does really exist in real life

I gave my heart
To the beast that crawls inside me
I'm ice cold, I'm pale
But nothing will ever stop me!

'Cause this
Is the way I've chosen
The way I wrote the story like

I'll reach your heart
And better make it mine!

I gave my heart
To the beast that crawls inside
I'm ice cold, I'm pale
But nothing will ever stop me!

I'll reach your heart
And better make it mine!
'Cause the beast that crawls inside me
It will never die!

Gone

Good morning
This is a brand new start
Good morning
This is a good place to start

'Cause I am here
There's nothing near
And you might think
I'm here to sing

But I,
I'm mourning with the sun
Trying to pull out the gun
'Cause there's no one left to stop me

Good night
I'm lying here alone
Dying here alone
Crying my pain down on the floor

Again

And I
I'm talking to the moon
Lay me down and soon
I'll be gone
Oh so gone

Good night
I'll better be going
'Cause I can't keep hoping
Of a better tomorrow

I guess I'll jump off a bridge
Like I did before
But this time it'll work
And I'll be gone...

Changes

How many said that couldn't believe me?
As many said that I was a disgrace
So many said that I was a poison
So why can't they just leave me alone?

I tried to be normal
I want to be normal
But maybe I'm not the strange one
Maybe I'm not the one who needs changes

Change your style
Change your mood
'Cause I'm not the one who needs changes

So change your life
Change your mind
Maybe this will save yourself this time

Have you ever thought
That maybe I am not the strange one?
That the real freak and weird is you?
And I am normal!
'Cause I am normal!

You're the one who is in need
You're the one who's begging please
You're the one who needs me now
But I won't help you

No, I won't even try
I will say goodbye
'Cause you were never there for me
Never there!

And when you'll realize
I'll be long, long gone
No, I won't be there for you
I'll be far away

And you can scream
I won't hear you
No, I won't be there
I won't...
I don't wanna change myself for you!

*cough* *cough*

  Hi! I would like to make myself clear in case I have been misunderstood. I write those lyrics to express myself but in case anyone, I mean anyone, would like to sing them, for they're band or even just singing them, the only thing I request is having my name written in the description of the video or as the composer or, I don't know but I'm sure you'll figure something out. That's it, just write D'arkangel as the lyric writer and you totally have my approval in using it. Eventually you'll have to comment below the lyrics saying the name of your band and that you want to use my lyrics. Or you could email me. You will find ways to contact me if you'll read my very first post. Thank you.

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No more

Even if I cry
You aren't near
Even if I shout
You won't hear

Even if I scream...
You scream at me!
Maybe I deserve... (I deserve)

I can't deny
I won't cry more and more from now
You say, I'm a child
But I just can't feel like one anymore (inside)

I want to be someone in your eyes
I want to know you care
I want you to look me the way you used to
And say I'm not disappointing you at all

I want you to fix the broken pieces of me
I want you to look at me the way I want you to
I'll never be a saint
But ain't the devil that you think

I am not afraid
People can say what they want to
I just don't want you to break
What's left of me

I want to survive!
I want to feel alive!
Could it be my last wish?

I started to lose
All that I've made
Friends that I had
Started to fade
Parents beloveds
Trusted me no more
Death is faster near
And I can do nothing but look
I feel like all my life
It's wasted like a raindrop
Tears falling down
'Till I can breathe no more
No more...

Crawling

I'm alone in the dark
Unprotected in the rain
You left me to die
You left me to die

You suffocate me
Asphyxiate me
Now I'm dead
I'm dead inside

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground

I want to believe you
But the way you act shows how you really feel

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground (For life)

And can you still see
What's left of me?
Are there any feelings in your heart for me?
Just for me?

Can I believe in you again?
Can I forget all those memories?
When I know, oh I know
You don't want me here!

I know! I know! I... Know...

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground!

(I'm alone in the dark
Unprotected in the rain)

Can't you see me falling?
Can't you save me this time?

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground


(Keep pulling me down, I'm crawling on the ground!)

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground

You left me to die... You left me to die!

Forgetting you

So fearless is all we have
But we have nothing at all
There's nothing left!
All those times we spent together
They're all gone!

Today I will forget at last
Everything that's from my past
I can't say that I'll forgive
But wait
We're not dead, yet!

(We're not dead!)

When I die I'll take at least
A look at all the memories from the past
And I'll take care of the one's I hate
From above...

(From above!)

Are you a saint or are you not?
I know you aren't!
But do they know
The truth?

(They need to know the truth!)

You lied to everyone about who you were
You think I still believe but you're wrong

(So wrong, oh, so wrong!)

(You take who I am!
Make me go mad!
Pretend you're my friend!)

(Pretend you're a friend, pretend you're a friend...)

I know what you are now
I don't love you anymore
(Anymore, anymore, anymore)
How could I believe
Such a devilish lie?
How could I? How could I?

I will forget you after all
Oh, I will!
I will!
You'll see!

You'll see!

Awake

Unconscious words
Unconscious thoughts
I shouldn't hear you
I shouldn't see you

Lying on Death's table
Waiting for a heart
Waiting for a life
But I'm still awake!

I hear you!
I feel you moving into me!
I see you!
You want to get rid of me!

But what have I done?
What have I done wrong?

I am awake!
I know what you've done!
Tell me why? Tell me why!
'Cause I am awake!

This conspiracy against me
I can hear you, I can hear you...
Why? Why? Why?
Tell me!
Why? Why? Why?

What have I done?
What have you done?

I am awake!
I know what you've done!
Tell me why? Tell me why!
'Cause I am awake!

I am awake!
I know what you've done!
Tell me why? Tell me why!
'Cause I am awake!

Apocalypse

Is it worth living letting someone die?
But is it worth to save knowing you won't be saved?

Should I die?
Or should I live forever? (no one lives forever)

Fairies came to throw you dreams away...

(Ah ahahahah) (2x)

I bet what you thought was all a lie!
And monsters rose from the ground
But you still denied!
Why where you even there?
Why did you came?
Did you discovered my dying field?

And thought... we were together as apocalypse came...

(Ah ahahahah) (2x)

Away... Take me far away...

Searching for paradise doesn't fit me anymore
Angels had disappeared
Only monsters left in my mind
From my darkest nightmares
Can you save me?
Is it worth saving me at all?

After all... what have I done?
I turned apocalypse on with my own gun

(Ah ahahahah) (2x)

Away...
I want to run away...
But I can't run away...
I think I'll just sit here and watch as blood drops fly around...

...as the apocalypse came...

Bleed for your life

All my life I've been waiting
Something different to cross my path
But there was nothing
I couldn't see in the dark

You think you know it all
But you don't know me!
Yeah you think you know it all
No, you haven't got a clue!

They pull me, they push me, they drag me
But I crawl back
They cut me, they watch
As I bleed out all my life

I was blind but now I see
There something different out there
I was deaf but now I hear
All this songs as I fall asleep (Ah, ah)

There's something out there
I need to find out what!

They cage me, they lock me
I tried my best to escape
They cut me and watch
As I bleed out all my life

And now
I may be waiting for my savior
But I know he'll never come
And all I can do...

Is run! Run for my life
Run! They won't drag me back inside!
I will run 'till I lose my life
Because they cut me...
And I bled out all my life...

Feeling

I gave up the disguise
I was ready, but surprised
It was too late to open my eyes
But now they're wide open (for you)

Can you feel?
The music's getting higher
Can you feel?
My heart's beating faster (for you)

I don't know
How could I be such fool?
I don't know
How much can you fill the emptiness inside (right now)?

Can you feel?
Love has such a good disguise
Can you see it?
No, you haven't opened yet your eyes

And now, I don' know
How much you changed
How much you are the same
I knew

Can you see now?
Have you opened your eyes?
Can it be?
I once loved disguised...
But now,
I won't do that now
You won't do that now
'Cause there's nothing we can't do
And I'd do it just for you

Can you feel it?
Are you ready to start the fire?
Can you feel it?
You can't stop it now (not now)

And I won't
I won't stop this now
I'm ready to find out what
What you have inside your heart

'Cause I feel
What the elders felt too
Yes, I feel
What I want you to feel too

Ah, Ah
I know you won't break my heart
Now I know
You won't go and break my heart

Let's give this a start, shall we?

  So, hello. My name is Denisa. I'm a lyric writer and I decided to write my lyrics in here -so they won't go to waste in my notebook-, under the name D'arkangel. I'm only a lyric writer but of course I need a melody for my songs so I sing them. I won't post here videos with me singing them so, if anyone's interested in them will have to talk to me about the type of music (or you can of course make up your own melody for it - this kinda makes the things even more interesting). I hope you'll like my lyrics. 


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