What now?

What about, what about, what about us?
What about, what about, what about now?
What if we fail? If we lose it all today?
I'm here but I am scared

What now? What now?

You say you're here for me
But what if you're not gonna be here tomorrow?
What am I going to do?

What about, what about, what about our future?

What if we fail?
We're not gonna make it through
Not without you
Not without you!

You've always been with me
Now I cannot imagine living a life where you're not
You've always been here
Now without you it's not the same

And I'm to blame
I'm the one to blame
What if we fail?
You're not here to help me get up!

What about now?
What about today?
What about a life always full of rain?

So what about us?
What if we fail?
What about tomorrow?
Will I see you again?

What about today?
It's better to remain unsaid...

Escaped This Fate

Although it was me who wrote this song it's not for me to sing it or for anyone to sing it, I actually wrote it kind of  as a... hum... commemoration? I guess. Not for Escape The Fate, but for Ronald Joseph Radke from Falling in Reverse. Whom I really admire and despite he being Max's friend again, this song is blaming him a little bit, but not only him. I actually admire the fact that he was strong enough to go through all that he went through and still (maybe not completely but still) forgive everyone. Being Max's friend again after he committed the same mistake as he did. Well... anyway, thanks Falling In Reverse and thanks Ronnie.


You might think I'm not aware
but you would stop and stare
if I told you everything that I know
I cannot let you go even when I already know...
I already know!

Who you were, who you are
I need an adrenaline shot
Feel it flooding through my veins
As I escape this fate!

You know I may have forgiven
But didn't forgot
What you did to me
You stabbed me right in the back!
(How many times?)

You know I love you
But you also know I hate you
And if you think it'll be like before
You also know you're wrong

I don't need you to be alive
You know they kicked you just like you did to me
Now music is dead!
Nobody listens to "Escape The Fate"!

Cause I am the one who escaped this fate!

I have their venom coursing through my veins!
Adrenaline is filling up my head!
I do have a heart!
Beating! It won't let me die!
(LIKE YOU!)

I, I live to hate you
Won't ever forgive you
Won't ever forget you
We escaped this fate
We escaped this fate!

We're together now
Friends for the fiftieth fucking time
Kiss goodnight and make up again, dear Max
I'm here, here

This comes from me as a "Hello!"
From your dearest addict friend...
You know who, right?
(HAHAHAHAHA)

I would like to apologize if the information is wrong, those are things that I read, not know. This is in no way meant to be offensive to Max or ETF (even if I, well, don't sympathize them), it's just a song that I wrote when I felt like, just like the others. Thank you.

Grounded For Life

Gronded for life
Lost without a sign
Of finding my way home
Or to the place where I belong

'Cause home is a torture for me
I can't breath (they suffocate me)
Can't break (can't live)
Can't leave (I'll someday die here)

I've become so numb
I'm grounded for life
I've become so tired
I'm lost in here
Caught in my own life


I've become so old
I'm wasting my life
Became so strong
I'll escape this lie!

(oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh) (x2)

Grounded for life
Why? Why? WHY?
Must've done something wrong
But I still don't know what...

I've been dead for so long
I am longing for more
Trying to live again
Trying to leave this place!

I've become so numb
I'm grounded for life
I've become so tired
I'm lost in here
Caught in my own life

I've become so old
I'm wasting my life
Became so strong
I'll escape this lie!

(oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh) (x2)

I've become so numb (grounded for life)
Become so tired (caught in my own life)
I've become so old (wasting my life)
Become so strong (I'll escape this lie!)

(oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh) (x2)

I've become so numb (grounded for life)
Become so tired (caught in my own life)
I've become so old (wasting my life)
Become so strong (I'll escape this lie!)

Somewhere

Somewhere in the dark
I know you're lost, my heart
Just try to remain alive
As I search you through the night

Somewhere in the depths of my ecstasy
I'm reaching for you
Hoping for you
Not to be dead

Somewhere in the middle of this chaos
I know you still can
Hear me screaming

I just don't know how I'll survive
Without you near me
Can you still hear me?

Somewhere far away
I know you're somewhere
Hear me pray!
I know you're somewhere
Hold on tight!
As I search you through the night

Somewhere in the depths of my agony
You're somewhere out there
Trying not to bleed

I'll find you, I promise
Hold on tight
I know you're out there
Lost somewhere

Somewhere in the dark
I know where you are, my heart
Just try to remain alive
As I search you through the night

Hold onto me (X4)

Somewhere far away
I know I'll find you
Hear me pray
Know you're out there

Trust me
I'll find you out there
Somewhere
Somewhere...

I hate you

Oh, oh, oh      oh, oh, oh

Can you remember
The day it all started?
Were you the way
That you are today?

Oh, oh   oh, oh (x2)

You made me hate you from the day that I saw you

Oh, oh, oh    oh, oh

You were nothing for me
You never were
Even more today than before
I hate you!

I hate you for the times you didn't listen
I hate you for the times you've been persistent
I hate you for what you were
I hate you for what you are
I hate you for what you'll eventually become
Yeah, I know what you are

You're a thief, you're a lier
You're the thing they desire
You're not like me
You'll never be!

I hate you were born in the same day as me
I hate what you love
You're such a fucking disease
No matter what I do
I cannot get rid of you!

I hate you're alive
I hate that you lie about me
I hate that you breath
I cannot sleep
So please do me the favor to disappear! (Die, die, die)

I hate what you are
You're such an hypocritical son of a bitch
And I won't lie about how I feel!

I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...

I hate you were born in the same day as me
I hate what you love
You're such a fucking disease
No matter what I do
I cannot get rid of you! YOU!

I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
About...
About...
YOU!!

I hate you!

The war outside my door

You better beware
There's something out there
It won't leave you alive
If you go out

Stay by my side
We'll be alright
Sit and close your eyes
The war will be gone

Don't you know
I'm here for you
Someday it all will be fading away
The war outside my door

So don't you write your will
I won't let you die!
So don't you dare to cry
We will be alright!

Don't you know
I'm here for you (there's only me and you left)
Someday it all will be fading away
The war outside our door

So stay still
We're here together
Close your eyes
We'll die together!

Don't you know
I'm here for you (there's only me and you left)
Someday it all will be fading away
The war outside our door

Driving me insane

I won't try
To justify
The way you feel
The way you think of me

'Cause I won't try
To explain you the meaning of love
'Cause it's our feelings
That show us how to lead through hate

I am crying
But what good if you don't care?
I am trying
But it's too late to explain now

And I won't try
To justify!
'Cause I don't think you care for me
Anymore

It was all a lie!
All you've said to me
You were lying!
I know that you were lying!

'Cause you can't
Let go of someone so easily
You can't
Forget me so easily

'Cause I don't believe you forgot me
I certainly didn't forgot you
I can't get rid of you!
You're everywhere I look!

You're driving me insane
I guess I'm losing it...
But I can't stop
Thinking about you!

I won't try to justify
My feelings for you
'Cause you don't care!
You just don't care!

And I am trying to let go!
But I don't get it!
Just don't get it!
'Cause I can't get you out of my mind!

I can't forget you
'Cause I can't forgive you
You're the one who brought me
Like this!

Like this!

And I am strong, but I can't feel
Forgiveness

I cannot feel you
'Cause you don't care
Anymore...

Lost in the land of Faraway

I'm deaf, I'm blind,
I cannot make a sound
I'm stuck to the ground
I'm pressed up 'til I die

I reach
For something that could save me
But it's too late
Too late

No one can say
The things you say to me
The way you do
It makes me fall for you

I don't wanna fall for you!

You don't deserve my love
Even in my death hour
I will make it without you
You're the one who brought me to this!

I
Don't wanna feel right
I'm alright the way I am!
You won't change me!

A free fall
A free fall
That's what I need!

I will die before your eyes and you won't do a thing!

'Cause I'm the one who listens when you're wrong
Yes, I'm the one who cries when I'm alone!
No, I won't let you die for me
You'll die in pain! Just like me!

(Vocals)

I
Don't wanna feel right!
I'm alright the way I am
You won't change me!

Yes, it's right
It was all a dream
We never met indeed
I'll wake up far away!

So I
I will stop pretending
Like I really do care
The way you feel for me

I
I'll wake up far away!
Nothing else will change
Still nothing stays the same!

I
Don't wanna feel right!
I'm alright the way I am
You won't change me!

I
I'll wake up far away!
Nothing else will change
Still nothing stays the same...

When you're far away!

(Vocals)

Fighter Heart

You mesmerized my heart
Made me feel alive
How could I not see
What you meant to me

You taught me how to fight
How to remain alive
Hoy could I not see?
How could I not see?

I'm losing this battle
But I might gain the war
How can I not remember
What you taught me more?

To love 'til I die
But die still loving
To keep my heart broken
And the deepest feelings unspoken

Now I'm on the frontline
Me, myself and I
It's me against the world
But I'm not afraid to fight!

'Cause you don't realize now
But soon you're losing me
But I won the battle
I made you care for me!

'Cause I love you
And I'll love you 'til I die!
But I am dying
But I didn't lost the fight!

My heart is broken
But I don't seem to care
I'll put the pieces back together
And revive it again!

I've got something to tell you
But it's between you and me
You were right about what you said
I'm glad if I made you see...

Ice cold

I've got a twisted way to fall in love
But when I do it's for good
You've got to see that the reason I'm so distant is
'Cause I want you more than nothing!

I'm afraid to speak out, dear
Too afraid that anyone could hear
So afraid to speak out my mind
Too afraid to be denied

Don't wanna feel, don't wanna sense
Don't wanna touch unless it's your hand
Don't wanna tell you now goodbye
Try to don't mind me 'cause I'm fine

I am dreaming wide awake
Or you're the angel someone sent me
You're just my way
Oh... Oh...

I don't wanna lose myself
And I don't wanna lose you!
But I'm a monster
But you can't see that...

I don't wanna hurt you!
The last thing I want is to hurt you
But I ain't nothing but a monster
Inside...

Outside
I may look like an angel
But you don't know what lies beneath
This ice cold heart...

Warm me
Feel me
Heal me
Make me feel alive!

Teach me how to love you
So I'll do, my heart
Let the heat embrace me
So you can melt my ice cold heart

Warm me
Feel me
Heal me
Make me feel alive!

Teach me how to love you
So I'll do, my heart
Let the heat embrace me
So you can melt my ice cold heart

Only you can melt
My ice cold heart

Only you can melt
My ice cold heart

Run

Sometimes I lay awake and cry
For all the times you didn't even said goodbye
I cry and I cry
But it won't matter now

So, time, I'm running out of time
I have to run, be wild
So you can notice me this time
I wanna run!

There is nothing I can do
Nothing right, everything is wrong with me
What is wrong with me?

I am here, but I ain't near
I cannot hear you
My mind ain't here
I wanna run!

Tell me to stay! (I won't stay)
Tell me to leave! (I wanna run!)
Just say...

I need to be alone
But I want to be with you
So what? What should I do?

I'll run! Run away!
Run! I can't stay!
I'll run, until there's nothing left of me
Run, run
I guess I'll run...

Anymore

Open your eyes
See who I am
Don't believe what they tell you
'Cause I ain't
Who they think I am
And I don't want you to believe them
'Cause I ain't nothing but a human being

I will not deceive you now
I won't try to hide who I am from the light
I've got nothing to hide
No more, no more

'Cause I won't try to please you by killing me
And I won't wait
Won't stop my life because of you
You can cry, scream, crawl
I won't care

You can take you blood out of your veins
And write my name
I don't care
Anymore...

Who you are
Who you were
Who I am
Who I was
We're not the same...
Anymore!

I don't care about you!
Anymore!
If you leave or if you stay
It won't be forever
You promissed and you broke it

So I don't care about you anymore!
I'm sorry now but it's too late
Can't take your tears 'cause it's killing me
It's killing me and I've ignored it!

But it's killing me!

D'arkangel

So, I have this friend. She loves to draw. I love her drawings. What do you think of these??

                                                                             With love,
                                                                                                   CFC.

B.E.A.S.T.

I'm sorry for letting go
This fear will never go
The beast will never show
In the day light

I'm afraid
I cannot make a step
The beast that crawls inside
It will never die

Fear the friend
And love the enemy
Nothing's as it seems
You know it well

I'll change myself with time
But one thing will never die!

I'm afraid
I cannot make a step
The beast that crawls inside
It will never die

There are angels
Fallen angels around me
They crawl, crawl deep into my soul
Until they reach my heart they'll never stop

They don't know, but I'm not sure I have one

I gave my heart to the monster inside me
It pains me much
But I can't see you around me
I don't feel any love

Do you feel any?
I don't know if such thing does really exist in real life

I gave my heart
To the beast that crawls inside me
I'm ice cold, I'm pale
But nothing will ever stop me!

'Cause this
Is the way I've chosen
The way I wrote the story like

I'll reach your heart
And better make it mine!

I gave my heart
To the beast that crawls inside
I'm ice cold, I'm pale
But nothing will ever stop me!

I'll reach your heart
And better make it mine!
'Cause the beast that crawls inside me
It will never die!

Gone

Good morning
This is a brand new start
Good morning
This is a good place to start

'Cause I am here
There's nothing near
And you might think
I'm here to sing

But I,
I'm mourning with the sun
Trying to pull out the gun
'Cause there's no one left to stop me

Good night
I'm lying here alone
Dying here alone
Crying my pain down on the floor

Again

And I
I'm talking to the moon
Lay me down and soon
I'll be gone
Oh so gone

Good night
I'll better be going
'Cause I can't keep hoping
Of a better tomorrow

I guess I'll jump off a bridge
Like I did before
But this time it'll work
And I'll be gone...

Changes

How many said that couldn't believe me?
As many said that I was a disgrace
So many said that I was a poison
So why can't they just leave me alone?

I tried to be normal
I want to be normal
But maybe I'm not the strange one
Maybe I'm not the one who needs changes

Change your style
Change your mood
'Cause I'm not the one who needs changes

So change your life
Change your mind
Maybe this will save yourself this time

Have you ever thought
That maybe I am not the strange one?
That the real freak and weird is you?
And I am normal!
'Cause I am normal!

You're the one who is in need
You're the one who's begging please
You're the one who needs me now
But I won't help you

No, I won't even try
I will say goodbye
'Cause you were never there for me
Never there!

And when you'll realize
I'll be long, long gone
No, I won't be there for you
I'll be far away

And you can scream
I won't hear you
No, I won't be there
I won't...
I don't wanna change myself for you!

*cough* *cough*

  Hi! I would like to make myself clear in case I have been misunderstood. I write those lyrics to express myself but in case anyone, I mean anyone, would like to sing them, for they're band or even just singing them, the only thing I request is having my name written in the description of the video or as the composer or, I don't know but I'm sure you'll figure something out. That's it, just write D'arkangel as the lyric writer and you totally have my approval in using it. Eventually you'll have to comment below the lyrics saying the name of your band and that you want to use my lyrics. Or you could email me. You will find ways to contact me if you'll read my very first post. Thank you.

   So now read, like, request, comment. Do whatever you want! :-) 

                                                                                     
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No more

Even if I cry
You aren't near
Even if I shout
You won't hear

Even if I scream...
You scream at me!
Maybe I deserve... (I deserve)

I can't deny
I won't cry more and more from now
You say, I'm a child
But I just can't feel like one anymore (inside)

I want to be someone in your eyes
I want to know you care
I want you to look me the way you used to
And say I'm not disappointing you at all

I want you to fix the broken pieces of me
I want you to look at me the way I want you to
I'll never be a saint
But ain't the devil that you think

I am not afraid
People can say what they want to
I just don't want you to break
What's left of me

I want to survive!
I want to feel alive!
Could it be my last wish?

I started to lose
All that I've made
Friends that I had
Started to fade
Parents beloveds
Trusted me no more
Death is faster near
And I can do nothing but look
I feel like all my life
It's wasted like a raindrop
Tears falling down
'Till I can breathe no more
No more...

Crawling

I'm alone in the dark
Unprotected in the rain
You left me to die
You left me to die

You suffocate me
Asphyxiate me
Now I'm dead
I'm dead inside

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground

I want to believe you
But the way you act shows how you really feel

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground (For life)

And can you still see
What's left of me?
Are there any feelings in your heart for me?
Just for me?

Can I believe in you again?
Can I forget all those memories?
When I know, oh I know
You don't want me here!

I know! I know! I... Know...

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground!

(I'm alone in the dark
Unprotected in the rain)

Can't you see me falling?
Can't you save me this time?

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground


(Keep pulling me down, I'm crawling on the ground!)

How am I supposed to live
Knowing you don't want me here?
Keep pulling me down
I'm crawling on the ground

You left me to die... You left me to die!

Forgetting you

So fearless is all we have
But we have nothing at all
There's nothing left!
All those times we spent together
They're all gone!

Today I will forget at last
Everything that's from my past
I can't say that I'll forgive
But wait
We're not dead, yet!

(We're not dead!)

When I die I'll take at least
A look at all the memories from the past
And I'll take care of the one's I hate
From above...

(From above!)

Are you a saint or are you not?
I know you aren't!
But do they know
The truth?

(They need to know the truth!)

You lied to everyone about who you were
You think I still believe but you're wrong

(So wrong, oh, so wrong!)

(You take who I am!
Make me go mad!
Pretend you're my friend!)

(Pretend you're a friend, pretend you're a friend...)

I know what you are now
I don't love you anymore
(Anymore, anymore, anymore)
How could I believe
Such a devilish lie?
How could I? How could I?

I will forget you after all
Oh, I will!
I will!
You'll see!

You'll see!

Awake

Unconscious words
Unconscious thoughts
I shouldn't hear you
I shouldn't see you

Lying on Death's table
Waiting for a heart
Waiting for a life
But I'm still awake!

I hear you!
I feel you moving into me!
I see you!
You want to get rid of me!

But what have I done?
What have I done wrong?

I am awake!
I know what you've done!
Tell me why? Tell me why!
'Cause I am awake!

This conspiracy against me
I can hear you, I can hear you...
Why? Why? Why?
Tell me!
Why? Why? Why?

What have I done?
What have you done?

I am awake!
I know what you've done!
Tell me why? Tell me why!
'Cause I am awake!

I am awake!
I know what you've done!
Tell me why? Tell me why!
'Cause I am awake!

Apocalypse

Is it worth living letting someone die?
But is it worth to save knowing you won't be saved?

Should I die?
Or should I live forever? (no one lives forever)

Fairies came to throw you dreams away...

(Ah ahahahah) (2x)

I bet what you thought was all a lie!
And monsters rose from the ground
But you still denied!
Why where you even there?
Why did you came?
Did you discovered my dying field?

And thought... we were together as apocalypse came...

(Ah ahahahah) (2x)

Away... Take me far away...

Searching for paradise doesn't fit me anymore
Angels had disappeared
Only monsters left in my mind
From my darkest nightmares
Can you save me?
Is it worth saving me at all?

After all... what have I done?
I turned apocalypse on with my own gun

(Ah ahahahah) (2x)

Away...
I want to run away...
But I can't run away...
I think I'll just sit here and watch as blood drops fly around...

...as the apocalypse came...

Bleed for your life

All my life I've been waiting
Something different to cross my path
But there was nothing
I couldn't see in the dark

You think you know it all
But you don't know me!
Yeah you think you know it all
No, you haven't got a clue!

They pull me, they push me, they drag me
But I crawl back
They cut me, they watch
As I bleed out all my life

I was blind but now I see
There something different out there
I was deaf but now I hear
All this songs as I fall asleep (Ah, ah)

There's something out there
I need to find out what!

They cage me, they lock me
I tried my best to escape
They cut me and watch
As I bleed out all my life

And now
I may be waiting for my savior
But I know he'll never come
And all I can do...

Is run! Run for my life
Run! They won't drag me back inside!
I will run 'till I lose my life
Because they cut me...
And I bled out all my life...

Feeling

I gave up the disguise
I was ready, but surprised
It was too late to open my eyes
But now they're wide open (for you)

Can you feel?
The music's getting higher
Can you feel?
My heart's beating faster (for you)

I don't know
How could I be such fool?
I don't know
How much can you fill the emptiness inside (right now)?

Can you feel?
Love has such a good disguise
Can you see it?
No, you haven't opened yet your eyes

And now, I don' know
How much you changed
How much you are the same
I knew

Can you see now?
Have you opened your eyes?
Can it be?
I once loved disguised...
But now,
I won't do that now
You won't do that now
'Cause there's nothing we can't do
And I'd do it just for you

Can you feel it?
Are you ready to start the fire?
Can you feel it?
You can't stop it now (not now)

And I won't
I won't stop this now
I'm ready to find out what
What you have inside your heart

'Cause I feel
What the elders felt too
Yes, I feel
What I want you to feel too

Ah, Ah
I know you won't break my heart
Now I know
You won't go and break my heart

Let's give this a start, shall we?

  So, hello. My name is Denisa. I'm a lyric writer and I decided to write my lyrics in here -so they won't go to waste in my notebook-, under the name D'arkangel. I'm only a lyric writer but of course I need a melody for my songs so I sing them. I won't post here videos with me singing them so, if anyone's interested in them will have to talk to me about the type of music (or you can of course make up your own melody for it - this kinda makes the things even more interesting). I hope you'll like my lyrics. 


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