See her

One step, two hands
Move a little closer
Touch her, feel her
Breathe!

Tonight, no sleep
You're feeling like a nightmare
But in the end
It's only another dream

'Cause you dream when you're wide awake
There's nothing you can do
There's no remedy for you
No, no remedy would do

Come and step up your fears
Take a good look around
See her eyes, see her smile
Soon they're all memories

And by that time
You'll ache inside
And by that time
She'd give to another one her smile

Just see her eyes, see her smile
Soon they're all memories
Take a look deep inside
Understand all that she needs

See those scars upon her wrist
She lets no one else see
See those scars on her lips
No one else wanted to see

See her magic burning bright
See her mind glowing dark
See those shadows in her sleep
See her for who she really is

See those things and see way more
See anything she wants to show

Today you'll have to see it all again
See her eyes, see her smile
Soon they will be things you can't revive
All tears you shed, all nights in pain

Soon they're all memories

What now?

What about, what about, what about us?
What about, what about, what about now?
What if we fail? If we lose it all today?
I'm here but I am scared

What now? What now?

You say you're here for me
But what if you're not gonna be here tomorrow?
What am I going to do?

What about, what about, what about our future?

What if we fail?
We're not gonna make it through
Not without you
Not without you!

You've always been with me
Now I cannot imagine living a life where you're not
You've always been here
Now without you it's not the same

And I'm to blame
I'm the one to blame
What if we fail?
You're not here to help me get up!

What about now?
What about today?
What about a life always full of rain?

So what about us?
What if we fail?
What about tomorrow?
Will I see you again?

What about today?
It's better to remain unsaid...

Escaped This Fate

Although it was me who wrote this song it's not for me to sing it or for anyone to sing it, I actually wrote it kind of  as a... hum... commemoration? I guess. Not for Escape The Fate, but for Ronald Joseph Radke from Falling in Reverse. Whom I really admire and despite he being Max's friend again, this song is blaming him a little bit, but not only him. I actually admire the fact that he was strong enough to go through all that he went through and still (maybe not completely but still) forgive everyone. Being Max's friend again after he committed the same mistake as he did. Well... anyway, thanks Falling In Reverse and thanks Ronnie.


You might think I'm not aware
but you would stop and stare
if I told you everything that I know
I cannot let you go even when I already know...
I already know!

Who you were, who you are
I need an adrenaline shot
Feel it flooding through my veins
As I escape this fate!

You know I may have forgiven
But didn't forgot
What you did to me
You stabbed me right in the back!
(How many times?)

You know I love you
But you also know I hate you
And if you think it'll be like before
You also know you're wrong

I don't need you to be alive
You know they kicked you just like you did to me
Now music is dead!
Nobody listens to "Escape The Fate"!

Cause I am the one who escaped this fate!

I have their venom coursing through my veins!
Adrenaline is filling up my head!
I do have a heart!
Beating! It won't let me die!
(LIKE YOU!)

I, I live to hate you
Won't ever forgive you
Won't ever forget you
We escaped this fate
We escaped this fate!

We're together now
Friends for the fiftieth fucking time
Kiss goodnight and make up again, dear Max
I'm here, here

This comes from me as a "Hello!"
From your dearest addict friend...
You know who, right?
(HAHAHAHAHA)

I would like to apologize if the information is wrong, those are things that I read, not know. This is in no way meant to be offensive to Max or ETF (even if I, well, don't sympathize them), it's just a song that I wrote when I felt like, just like the others. Thank you.

Grounded For Life

Gronded for life
Lost without a sign
Of finding my way home
Or to the place where I belong

'Cause home is a torture for me
I can't breath (they suffocate me)
Can't break (can't live)
Can't leave (I'll someday die here)

I've become so numb
I'm grounded for life
I've become so tired
I'm lost in here
Caught in my own life


I've become so old
I'm wasting my life
Became so strong
I'll escape this lie!

(oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh) (x2)

Grounded for life
Why? Why? WHY?
Must've done something wrong
But I still don't know what...

I've been dead for so long
I am longing for more
Trying to live again
Trying to leave this place!

I've become so numb
I'm grounded for life
I've become so tired
I'm lost in here
Caught in my own life

I've become so old
I'm wasting my life
Became so strong
I'll escape this lie!

(oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh) (x2)

I've become so numb (grounded for life)
Become so tired (caught in my own life)
I've become so old (wasting my life)
Become so strong (I'll escape this lie!)

(oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh) (x2)

I've become so numb (grounded for life)
Become so tired (caught in my own life)
I've become so old (wasting my life)
Become so strong (I'll escape this lie!)

Somewhere

Somewhere in the dark
I know you're lost, my heart
Just try to remain alive
As I search you through the night

Somewhere in the depths of my ecstasy
I'm reaching for you
Hoping for you
Not to be dead

Somewhere in the middle of this chaos
I know you still can
Hear me screaming

I just don't know how I'll survive
Without you near me
Can you still hear me?

Somewhere far away
I know you're somewhere
Hear me pray!
I know you're somewhere
Hold on tight!
As I search you through the night

Somewhere in the depths of my agony
You're somewhere out there
Trying not to bleed

I'll find you, I promise
Hold on tight
I know you're out there
Lost somewhere

Somewhere in the dark
I know where you are, my heart
Just try to remain alive
As I search you through the night

Hold onto me (X4)

Somewhere far away
I know I'll find you
Hear me pray
Know you're out there

Trust me
I'll find you out there
Somewhere
Somewhere...

I hate you

Oh, oh, oh      oh, oh, oh

Can you remember
The day it all started?
Were you the way
That you are today?

Oh, oh   oh, oh (x2)

You made me hate you from the day that I saw you

Oh, oh, oh    oh, oh

You were nothing for me
You never were
Even more today than before
I hate you!

I hate you for the times you didn't listen
I hate you for the times you've been persistent
I hate you for what you were
I hate you for what you are
I hate you for what you'll eventually become
Yeah, I know what you are

You're a thief, you're a lier
You're the thing they desire
You're not like me
You'll never be!

I hate you were born in the same day as me
I hate what you love
You're such a fucking disease
No matter what I do
I cannot get rid of you!

I hate you're alive
I hate that you lie about me
I hate that you breath
I cannot sleep
So please do me the favor to disappear! (Die, die, die)

I hate what you are
You're such an hypocritical son of a bitch
And I won't lie about how I feel!

I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...

I hate you were born in the same day as me
I hate what you love
You're such a fucking disease
No matter what I do
I cannot get rid of you! YOU!

I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
I hate everything about...
About...
About...
YOU!!

I hate you!

The war outside my door

You better beware
There's something out there
It won't leave you alive
If you go out

Stay by my side
We'll be alright
Sit and close your eyes
The war will be gone

Don't you know
I'm here for you
Someday it all will be fading away
The war outside my door

So don't you write your will
I won't let you die!
So don't you dare to cry
We will be alright!

Don't you know
I'm here for you (there's only me and you left)
Someday it all will be fading away
The war outside our door

So stay still
We're here together
Close your eyes
We'll die together!

Don't you know
I'm here for you (there's only me and you left)
Someday it all will be fading away
The war outside our door